you guys mesti pernah alami situasi like this right? , Well, I am the same. what we can do, mulut orang kita tak boleh nak kawal , we cant shut their mouth, lidah dia orang kita tak boleh nak kerat-kerat kasi potong and bagi dog makan , opss ~ sorry , terlebih pulak .
so, what I want to say right now, to those people and person that are"concerned" ..I DONT GIVE A DAMN DUDE . TAK MATI PON LAA . yeheet ~
seriously , cause people dont want to hear the truth , because they don't want their "illusions" destroyed . haha ..k whatever , as long i'm happy with my life and i do not even mess your life , better take care your own self .
Try not to take things personally , What people say about you is a reflection of them not you .
It's already 6 in the morning and i didn't sleep...no no no ! , i "CAN'T" sleep ..
why ? , because i keep thinking all the past memories that still keep playing in my mind ..
Nothing ever lasts forever ,In the end, i'm changed , you changed , people changed
There is no reason for you to say love and friendship, because i know there is no sincerity in your heart .
It's already 6 in the morning and my eyes still can't sleep . why i'm thinking of you ? , i really don't know either , everything is meaningless ,
i keep screaming in my head for you to vanish because you're my past .
I used to trust you .But like a joke .. u make my trust like a crumple paper .to you it like a rubbish .
like a foolish i am ,
Take away such a thing as TRUST ..leave only a BETRAYAL
and guess what ? , it hurt like crazy . unable pain to describe . My heart always be the victim .
lost and wandering .
Are you happy now ? , how was your life ? , are you proud after make me cry ?
hahaha ...pity of me ..why should i ask that to you , of course you are happy , of course your life just fine , of course you're proud with yourself after make people suffer . haha ... silly me :')
The photos that used to be my favourite memories together , I almost threw away ..It hurts so much that I can’t look at them now .
What am i supposed to say when i 'm all choked up and you are just okay .
you want to know what make me hold more on my tears from falling down ??
when there's a time someone asked me if i knew you ? ..i looked down simply smiled and said : Yeah , I Used To ..
you cannot possibly imagine exactly how much it hurt .
i'm not hating you , no never ..because i can't ..even i tried to hate you , i failed ..inside of my heart there is still have one small part loving you , loving our memories . i just want you to know what i feel .
i'm a fool for still loving you , for still keep you as my friend .
i'm still waiting and waiting keep waiting , and hope one day the day will arrive , the miracle will happen , the true one for me will come , and when the day become true , i'm sure your gonna be mine and i will never leave you alone ,you will be the one who is lawful and legitimate in my life .
Name: AQILAH SHAZLEEN BINTI SHADAN Known as: Qilaa Age: 19 . last for TEENS before become TY State: Johor Bahru Country: Malaysia Language: Malay and English Religion: Islam Hobby: Sleeping,Eating,Read Novels,Poker Face Ambition: ENGINEER COMPUTER SYSTEM NETWORKING Quotes: The Many Days That Are Unfinished , It Seems Like They'll Waiting For Us Contact: Twitter | Facebook | Instagram
LOVING
♥ ALLAH ♥ RASULLULLAH ♥ FAMILY ♥ A GUY WHO WILL BE LAWFUL AND LEGITIMATE FOR ME ONE DAY ♥ BEING ME ♥ ACCEPT FOR WHO I AM
HATING
✖ HATERS ✖ FAKE PEOPLE ✖ A GUY WHO DOES NOT TAKE A RELATION INTO SERIOUS MATTER ✖ THE BAD SIDE OF ME ✖ MOODY PERSON ✖ TWO FACES PERSON ✖ JUDGE ME
About this blog
my story life that keep go round and round upside down .
you guys mesti pernah alami situasi like this right? , Well, I am the same. what we can do, mulut orang kita tak boleh nak kawal , we cant shut their mouth, lidah dia orang kita tak boleh nak kerat-kerat kasi potong and bagi dog makan , opss ~ sorry , terlebih pulak .
so, what I want to say right now, to those people and person that are"concerned" ..I DONT GIVE A DAMN DUDE . TAK MATI PON LAA . yeheet ~
seriously , cause people dont want to hear the truth , because they don't want their "illusions" destroyed . haha ..k whatever , as long i'm happy with my life and i do not even mess your life , better take care your own self .
Try not to take things personally , What people say about you is a reflection of them not you .
It's already 6 in the morning and i didn't sleep...no no no ! , i "CAN'T" sleep ..
why ? , because i keep thinking all the past memories that still keep playing in my mind ..
Nothing ever lasts forever ,In the end, i'm changed , you changed , people changed
There is no reason for you to say love and friendship, because i know there is no sincerity in your heart .
It's already 6 in the morning and my eyes still can't sleep . why i'm thinking of you ? , i really don't know either , everything is meaningless ,
i keep screaming in my head for you to vanish because you're my past .
I used to trust you .But like a joke .. u make my trust like a crumple paper .to you it like a rubbish .
like a foolish i am ,
Take away such a thing as TRUST ..leave only a BETRAYAL
and guess what ? , it hurt like crazy . unable pain to describe . My heart always be the victim .
lost and wandering .
Are you happy now ? , how was your life ? , are you proud after make me cry ?
hahaha ...pity of me ..why should i ask that to you , of course you are happy , of course your life just fine , of course you're proud with yourself after make people suffer . haha ... silly me :')
The photos that used to be my favourite memories together , I almost threw away ..It hurts so much that I can’t look at them now .
What am i supposed to say when i 'm all choked up and you are just okay .
you want to know what make me hold more on my tears from falling down ??
when there's a time someone asked me if i knew you ? ..i looked down simply smiled and said : Yeah , I Used To ..
you cannot possibly imagine exactly how much it hurt .
i'm not hating you , no never ..because i can't ..even i tried to hate you , i failed ..inside of my heart there is still have one small part loving you , loving our memories . i just want you to know what i feel .
i'm a fool for still loving you , for still keep you as my friend .
i'm still waiting and waiting keep waiting , and hope one day the day will arrive , the miracle will happen , the true one for me will come , and when the day become true , i'm sure your gonna be mine and i will never leave you alone ,you will be the one who is lawful and legitimate in my life .
